It Happened This Morning, Now Everything Has Changed
It Happened This Morning, Now Everything Has Changed
So,
we were next to the cloak room
five boys back again
same morning routine
everyday at half ten
Jerome had his phone out
with Stormzy on loud
Zak was rhyming along to an invisible crowd
Sean was being his hype man
fingers stabbing the air
Malik was digging his afro comb
into his hair
I was sipping my grape juice
surveying the scene
then I saw her, right there
at the vending machine
And
WHAM!
Everything froze
Stormzy went silent
my friends struck a pose
It was like someone had pressed pause on the remote for the world
as I tilted my head
and stared at this girl
I don’t know what you call it
I’ve never felt it before
when you feel like you’re floating
but stuck to the floor
and I know it sounds cheesey
I know it’s real lame
But the only thing I cared about
right then
was her name
“Who is she?”
I said
And the world kicked back in.
Zak and Sean with their concert
Malik’s cheeky grin
“Who’s who?”, said Jerome
As he wheeled up the tune
“One more time!” shouted Zak
“The bell’s gonna go soon”.
“She’s amazing”, I said,
quietly, under my breath
as I stared straight ahead
with my friends to my left.
She was stroking her lip
with her coin as she chose
and her uniform looked like
the most perfect clothes
She was older
no question
year eleven, or ten
light years out of my year eight league
but just then,
she looked over
straight at me
and my body went numb
I felt like a planet
that orbits the sun
And right there
in that moment
nothing else mattered
I don’t even care if you think
I’m dramatic
I felt it
She felt it
the forces at play
Then the bell went
she smiled
and just walked away.
It was perfect
and fleeting
a scene from a movie
I felt every emotion
go running right through me
“Yo, back here, lunch time”,
said Zak
as they left.
I just nodded
still trying
to regain my breath.
Copyright: from Everything All At Once (Macmillan Children’s Books, 2018), © Steven Camden 2018, used by permission of the author and the publisher.